Crying on the phone tears cross short miles to stain my face desperate, desolate loved but not valued carrying her family forward with her love and her heart when will the tide turn when will they say "Mum are you ok?" I say I love you, They love you they just don't show it or do what you need to breathe and soar How is it women can cry so often, and cry so hard without just dying That despair would **** me this despair might