it is strange that so many people
so many beloved, beautiful people
want to die- while my cheap, overblown soul
is trying to cling onto this life with everything it has-
I am slipping, falling, my fingers dancing and succumbing
to the test of time- but there are those who are willing to let go,
and trust whatever it is that is underneath
maybe it is because God wants the beautiful ones
and I'm terrified of what He'll do to a person like me.