Everything is going by so fast
Too fast
I close my eyes trying to escape it
But I can still see it
It scares me
All the people around me
Getting married
Having kids
Leaving me behind.
I don’t want to be that person you call only when you need something
I don’t want to face the fact that our friendship
Was just a lie.
I was just a path you were forced to take to get what you wanted
Is that all I am?
Just a person you had to tolerate?
It must have been hard for you to endure my company
But so easy to leve me behind.
Everything is moving by so fast
Too fast
Maybe with the pull of this trigger
It will
Stop.