i wonder if you know that you are my hero and every time i look at you i can't meet your eyes and it's killing me slowly that you will never know the pain and love and self i hide and somehow in your shadow i lose my ray of light and yet i stay around you because i cant imagine life without you fading in and out of the forefront crossing the lines you can't even see like you haven't really noticed me but that's alright, i think it's better that i watch from afar and think of what i wish we were if only i wasn't last in line to get a piece of your heart