I am tired and I am so angry, so upset and ready to search for the word happy. You see it everywhere, now I'm alone so I cry and make sure no ones there. This breaks killing me, the tears are falling in apology. I try not to beg or plead. so instead i stare at my wrist bleed. I am so sorry baby, Please lets not fight and stop the break because you've been on my mind lately. It's all getting harder, now my tears get stronger. I did break, now I am falling in shock but my whole body starts to shake. In an instant my life flashes, the love of my life has lost a lot of feeling so now I'm making slashes. Break means we need to stop talking and spend time a part. Babe you have no idea how it hurts right now i can't even listen to my heart. Last night was slow, knowing that you're ready to let me go. I wish you can love me so lets not do this, then wipe off each others tears with a kiss. Put you back in my arms staring into your eyes. since you left as I'm sitting here trying to survive. It got so hard to not call your phone, then text and tell you I'm a enter your home. Now I'm crying, still realizing. How much longer, things got so much harder. This is a break but knowing we're not together hurts and suffocates me. Not only did I die in the inside but, now the dark is all I'm going to see.