I'm sick and I can't tell if it's the weather or the fact you left the symptoms began that night inability to sleep loss of appetite so on and so on and the doctor said its normal for the season he said the cold weather can affect the mind but all I remember was the cold touch of when you held my body for the last time and the nights are longer it happens in the fall but they last forever when I can't roll over and touch your face and I can't remember if it was that night or that morning that you had emptied everything you had ever felt and washed it down the shower drain while I still slept under your sheets cold I'm so ******* sick and I wish it was just this weather