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Sep 2014
What if I just want to sit here. Then what would you do?

I'd let you sit there as I read to you,
as I sang to you,
as I declared I love you.
I'd let you be where you are,
if you never leave I'll never have to share you with anyone.

What If I didn't want you?

I wouldn't give you a choice,
and since you are never moving from that spot I don't think it'd be hard to stay by your side.
I'd profess my love for you every day till your body adapted to me
and you couldn't live without my being beside you.
I would make you need me so there would be no doubt
weather or not if you wanted me.
You would need me at that point.

What if I hated you?

I would spend every day of the rest of my life atoning for my sin,
I would pray to hear your sweet voice again.
I would beg you to not make me leave your side
and I'd hope,
nay pray that you would someday forgive me.
I would show you every day that I love you
and that I know what I did was wrong.
I'd prove to you that I would never make you hate me again.

What if I  didn't want to be loved?

Well then I do not know what I would do for I love you so much that I do not think it can be disguised.
I highly doubt that I could conceal my feelings for you any more then I already do.

'Already do?' . . . . You do not hide your feelings though.

Oh, but I do.
If you knew the true extend of my feelings for you I do not think you would allow me to look at you; You would no longer let me by your side for fear of what I may do to you.
I if you knew my feelings for you are not a pure as you may innocently believe you would never let me see you again.
Yes, I feel love and passion for you.
I care for you immensely and want to protect you.
I want to  keep you all to my self,
lock you up far away from anything that would abstract your vision from me.
I want to hold you tight in my arms till you die there,
never thinking about another but me.
I want you to crawl to me whenever something troubles you
and beg for my console,
which I would always gladly give you.
I want you to think of me as your solution for everything.
I never want to let you out of the house for I'm scarred of what might happen to you.
I feel anxious when you are not around.
I am extremely jealous of everyone around you.
I want to destroy you to eat you whole,
yet I want to love you.
I want to keep you my prisoner and never liberate you.
I know it's wrong but I want you all to myself.
I'm disgusting,
I know.

What if I said I was also 'disgusting.'
What if I said I also never wanted to let you go,
that I also want to hold you in my arms till you die.
Keep you with me at all times.
What if I said I would never give you up even if you begged
and screamed you hated me?
Would you think I am selfish?

No, you could never be selfish. Especially when that is what I want as well.

What if I said I loved you?

I would respond with Loved? Then I would kiss you and say
"I love you."

What if I said I love you?

*[Kiss]
Bellie-boo
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