I lied to you
Im not okay
Im so far from okay
That I said just to remember how it feels like.

I lied to you
When I agree we could be friends
But you are worst than me
WHY DID YOU ASK ME THAT?
The simple fact that you ask me that
Makes me feel that you didn’t love me back.

How do you make it look so easy?
Asking me biology questions
When you have kissed every inch of my anatomy.
When you have read my mind.
Its only me that feels stupid?
To feel ashamed of touching your hands
To look straight into your eyes.
When the only thing I did for days was that?

I don’t want to be the bad one.
The one with the truth:
IM NOT OKAY, AND WE CANT BE FRIENDS.
Because it hurts…
It still hurts
How can I go back when I even imagined a future?