punch a wall
once
twice

till all of my bones
break till
my knuckles bleed
and then

one last punch that's when
my pain
has been enough
that is what

i do
for some reason
sometimes

i wish i could say
openly
one thing it's

i can't stand your
wondrous smile
and the look
you *****

the innocent look
you hurt me
so much with that
******* look

it's one of the reasons why i love you