every time I say your name my throat fills with something sticky

I wonder how you feel when you think of me and 
you’re pouring out of my veins tonight, I won’t stop it 


Alcohol will take over my body and you two will be in control 
I bet ill drunk text you-
maybe even call 

And sing you my favorite song while praying to ******* god you understand the lyrics is all the **** I can’t say 


And baby ill cry to you and i swear to jesus christ I love you with all my heart


ill beg to hear you say my name just one time and pretend you’re screaming I love you with every ounce of strength your vocal cords have in them


My throat is sticky with your name