Do I say something, or do I just let my thoughts sit? Do I express myself, or do I just let this that goes through my head pass? These things that go through my head, are they thoughts, are they feelings, what is the difference? Do I tell this one what is going through my head, or do I leave them be? If I speak what will happen, will this person listen, what does it matter? Will this person enjoy the conversation that may follow, will I say the right things, will I make them smile, will they wish to speak again?? Will it matter to them them if we speak again, will they think of me if we do not? Was I momentary amusement, am I someone they will continue to smile to, does this person like me or not!!? These contents of these things that go through my head, they are a prison, and they need to stop. For the answer to the contents of these things that go through my head are unknown, that is just part of life. All I need is to have faith in myself, and I will do just fine. Just keep your head up, and mind out of this prison.