Beautiful, so beautiful. I’m deplorable for thinking so. I don’t want you to be beautiful in my mind anymore. I want you to be the ugly creature you should be. Still, you’re this floating angel on a purely white cloud, summoning me into oblivion. I wish I could follow you there. I wish that you were here by my side, sending shivers up and down my spine. Not hers. You broke me down in such a beautiful way. How can I think you are anything but beautiful? You’re magnificent. A wonder in every eye. A masterpiece glorified by a lost soul. A lost soul that now finds beauty despicable.