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I know that we don't actually feel emotion in our hearts
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I call you and you don't answer.
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I see you with her and you look at her the way you used to look at me.
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I find old pictures of us and remember the time when we were happy (you were happy with me, remember?)
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I realize that you're not mine anymore and you probably never were.
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I spend my time crying and missing you while you forget me.
I know that we don't actually feel emotion in our hearts
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking
Without you.