I don't know what I'm supposed to do due to you being over there, practically on the moon you're so far away but I swear I swear baby, soon all this ******* will decay into grey soot, the ashtray will be full of it. soon we'll have our own life to live and feel ALIVE for once, and we will not only survive but we will prosper you don't have to be a martyr because frankly you're the one who keeps me sane through all this mess and ******* pain and even though ****'***** the fan and even though we have no plan and even though no on gives a **** I give a ******* I love you that's all I know it's gonna be so worth it