My mind is starting to drift again,
To memeories unwanted,
To feelings of uncertainty.

My mind is starting to drift again,
To this place of torment,
Somewhere i thought a few days apart would somewhat heal.

But here i am dwelling in this uncertainty, this unknowing sense.
I thought a few days apart would heal me.
But my mind is starting to drift again,
And i realize this is something that cant be healed in a few days.

This **** is something much deeper.
I miss my free mind.
I miss my happy thoughts.
I miss the feeling of security.
I miss the old me.

I just want to be free again!
But how can i be free with something i cant let go.
I JUST CANT ******* LET GO!!