i know you see it, i know you see that I'm struggling. i shouldn't have to say please for you to talk to me. i shouldn't be the only one making an effort. i thought with you, happiness would come but when you left; i didn't think about that. i want all the happiness back and now i am crying again even though i'm trying so hard not to look like i need you. but i do. you are breaking my heart and all i can say is *sorry