I have no words to speak of these tears That arrive unbidden, an exquisite release That has nothing to do with grief. I can do nothing but allow them to blanket me with something that is not quite comfort, but knowing; "Ah, so it is, this is what it is, and will be." This is a moment that is purely mine, A recognition, something permitted, at long last. No denials, for I know myself, And can be gentle, now. I love you.