I am spent, Five years I've chipped away, slinging picks and sawing dust off of your breastplate I hear wings flapping against your ribs but I cannot free your bird's heart It is too small and it is growing weaker I took your temperature with my palms and nicknamed you Arctic You were my Alaska and I made thawing you my meaning Five years I've wondered why we work so hard at what we can't have You're cold as stone and I'm losing my patience So I set aflame your collarbone and poured gasoline over your sternum Sat back and watched the fireworks pinging off of your chest hairs They glow blue in the evening You're blue and I'm freezing I'm moving on