Finally
You relax...
Eyes dim,
Mind blank,
All emotion forgotten...put aside...
Shoved deep in the recesses of your brain, for later use only;
A soft smile plays across your lips in spite of everything.

Finally
You let your guard down,
Can take a deep breath for the first time since last time,
It's been too long,
You know you won't let it happen again,
No, the consequences are minuscule compared to the relief you receive.