i don't know why you still reach out to me when i give you no arms to grab on to your name makes me angry and nervous and i couldn't care less what you want from me
but maybe i do give the you benefit of the doubt too much but i'll be ****** if you see me care enough to respond in little grey text Seen.
maybe i should have kept you blocked, so i wouldn't have to worry about being the better person i know i can be and focus more on what makes me feel loved (you don't need to care for those who have hurt you)