Afflicted upon by mass ****** suffering. Unable to decipher whether internally or ex. I tremble under the wash of black that engulfs all light touches. Blurred vision, impaired by sheer surprise. Alone and ripe. Black and blue. Inside and out. I fight for nothing; For a man that knows no loyalty. Broken hand. Broken heart. Broken home. Four years of come and go, Two and fro, Back and fourth, Lie some more. Four years I'd loved him. Forever in my heart. Foolish I chose such, no honor, no respect. Little effort. Lazy ***.