Grandma's on her death bed while father's in Dallas burning in the heat that is well known for Texas I know that I can't make it and even if I did she wouldn't remember me or even worse she'd think I was Jerry but grandpa departed a few years ago I know, I know it's what happens when you're old yet I still recall when she walked me to horses and we fed them carrots the old house and back porch the dog and the heavy door bells on shelves and how it's all gone to hell hey Grandma I miss you