In my mind, I was flattered- flattered at what the world sees; what I saw no picture can compare. Yes, I must be right- right crush has been sent back to the thought- the thought of love. No love can dispel- without hate- what other can love? In my mind, the right crush becomes reality in my mind- there she finally is. In retrospect, you can only believe your suspicions of a drained ear of sorrowful advice- that advice was clinging at the point that no right crush- is not right for you- unless you see past your suspicions of wasted love. Did you not learn your lesson- of freedom not to be joined or forced by other forces- but the force to dispel hate. Otherwise, there is none other than hate that rules- there is no right crush! The right crush- is what is in your mind to dispel hate- and with love comes peace. This love is the right crush!
Remember, that this could have happen to anyone! Do not allow suspicion or wrong advice be taken lightly unless there is a reason to believe. Also,when you dispel love,you are asking to accept hate! Dispel means to get rid of, vanish, drive off- and what you are saying is that you would like to be hated upon in your definition. I do not hate anyone for any reason; and if you are testing me now- just know my reward is not to regain a friendship, but is to have a stronger relationship with God,in which any judgment can be taken with him. Also, one more thing: be careful what you wish for- KARMA understands quite well that when you dispel from love, you could lose love- and that may have to be a lesson learned.