my own little succubus, deriding me at every intersection, every curved point. following me, my own personal stalker, my little stain of happiness. it's my friend, my mate, my backbone - who i lean on. my own pocket of disdain. my broken clock with a rhythmic tick. it's my shadow, peering out of the window to stare - to ignite the flame. i trust you. turn my lights off. my own sparkle of sunlight, it's past your bedtime.