these four chambers idle inside my ribcage is the devil's drumset. oh, does he like the erratic melody collapsing into weak thuds. 2. shapeshifting is new to me. as a chameleon, i adjusted myself to your brightest ebbs and your darkest flows and attempt to maintain my true form. it's harder than you think. 3. the sun gave me his hands and it became harder to hold onto you. you became the ocean and suddenly every ocean evaporated. all the sea creatures started dying and all i do is leave people rubbing aloe vera on their skin. 4. every inch i get near you is getting me nowhere. if i put down measuring tape between the gap between us, the number of miles between us will consistently stay the same. 5. shhh. let's be quiet so we don't wake the monsters. let's tiptoe to somewhere quiet. 6. let's burn the evidence, let the smoke, embers, and ashen dissipate and spread itself out. let the ghosts be hidden in the dead hollowed trees and splintered roots. 7. you see right through me, a window less house groaning as the second story floor caves into itself, without sympathy