Not promised.
Not level.
Not easy.
Not.
Never.

Not bought
Nor sold
Neither secured
No whim.

Can't be easy or tainted.
Can't be free no value
Won't be hollow
No value.

Won't come when called.
Can't shut in by walls.
I never knew my
Mother's face
Nor turned my head to her call.
Father's mystery
He who I resemble most is still a ghost..so I am the eternal seeker
Stronger not weaker