when my hands move light as finch's bodies punching like hail shot them down in the final gale of summer landing on your face your stomach your heart i walk with the swagger of a dog who was never trained and when people point it out that i a chubby girl standing at five three walk like i got something to show i think back to when i made mice of crocodiles and beg them to start something i am small make me feel alive push me, please push me too far it has been too long since dying birds have stained my shoes and i have broken my nose