Am I alive? I guess… I am breathing to get my brain enough oxygen to function and tell my heart to keep pumping blood through my veins. So yes I am alive.
The question whether I am living is something else though. Do I wake up every morning with a smile on my face, excited for what the coming day holds for me? Do i enjoy my daily routine spent in school, exhausting my brain so I can get a sheet that states I am smart enough for the future? Do I long to go out with friends, meet new people and discover the world? Do I take matters in my own hands once in a while to change things up?
I guess I don’t. Does that mean I’m more surviving than I am living? Living is not a necessity, you see, it just makes being alive a little easier.
I found this on my old blog and I kind of like it (: