Pit of eternal darkness,
Festering inside my soul,
Lost to a new sense of bleakness,
This warmth brought to cold.

Regret and sadness from the void,
Feelings that I never felt.
This facade once destroyed,
Feel the pain that is dealt.

Why this pain in my chest,
Stinging and sharply beating.
Is there any cloth or vest,
An armor or sheeting?

Is it possible to go,
Unimpeded by my evil,
To the place were time is slow,
And without this ache so ill.

How can I feel what was lost,
Tucked and forgotten,
Paying for that true cost,
See what my mind distraughted.