as i stood by the riverside lost and alone, with death as my only friend searching for horizon to find the very end my whole, broken pathetic fragile life , flashed infront of me and the regrets i had in my mind i looked , and kept looking at the knife in my hand the thought of the cool blade on my pale skin, the thought of the crimson beads popping out of my skin, it all semms so perfect the shrieks inside my head had the urge to come out, i want those scars i want those cuts oh! i wish they would never fade now! those scars seem prettier than mascara that blood seemed prettier than gucci and prada my body started shivering, my eyes started watering, my stomach growled and my lips started trembling, all of a sudden, ''I'M FINE'' rang on my phone a SORRY was what i got from the other side, the knife i threw and the tears drew, and i thought that- that message was all that turned my death to my life -Shysta&Nandini; x)
''I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All Iknow is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and oneday, there won't be any of me left.''