A piece of my soul has fallen down
Deep down into the depths of the unknown
And I have fallen ill of a broken heart
A feeling so unknown, it controls all the aspects of my life
A life I have whole-heartedly given to you
How it happened?
I know not the answer to this question that troubles me so
All I know is that my love is unconditional and irrevocable
And full of pain
Why do you hurt me so much?
Why do you keep coming back to put another crack in my heart?
The real question is: why do I keep letting you?
Yet, I know this answer
You love is infectious
Poisonous
It runs in my bloodstream
Flows into my heart
And kills it slowly with your addicting drugs
A poison that seeps out of every crack and crevice
Out of every pore
And it is painful
Trust me
It’s like acid that erodes diamond
It eats my skin
My flesh
My bone
While you stand there
Watching
A sadistic grin across your gorgeous face
The face that I fell for in the first place
With the evergreen eyes
The full pink lips
The olive complexion that turns pink when you’re embarrassed
A very beautiful face
With a very ugly beast inside
Do you feed off my pain?
It figures.
My masochism is the reason we have lasted so long
One last glimpse before my heart ceases to beat
And I become unknown once more