It's sometime past midnight and my bones are filling up with
This darkness that's all around me.
I'm trying my best to look towards the light
But my eyesight's going bad, my eyes are starting to
Accept all this black emptiness.
The abyss I'm falling into
Seems almost like home.
And maybe it's better if forever doesn't exist
Because
Imagine living forever, missing him
The taste of his lips and the smell of his hair
The softness of his skin.
Imagine going on forever without feeling him against you
Just
One
More
Time.
We're forced to choose our future career at the age of 14
But when we choose who we love
We are too young to understand
And know what we want
While my lungs are on fire
I breathe in the sound of your name
Close my eyes
And spend another nothing dreaming you were next to me.