here i am
writing a poem again
for you, only you.
i know you won't see this
but i know someday you will,
and somehow you will
remember me,
what i gave you
what i made for you
and what i let you feel
and you will realize
that you're lucky for what we had
and too dumb
to let this all go
but now that i have the time
i am not wasting anymore
i will tell you
how much i love you
and how much i care for you
even if sometimes
it hurts
i know
it will always be okay
because it all matters

*b.a