you can't see she's dead inside been strong for too long she wonders what it's like to give up take a few steps jump fall break just a few seconds in front of a train
a few cuts where nobody sees takes the pain away but she can't breathe another one three to bring luck it's the last time
she meant it.
she can't open her eyes she can hear the sirens "Please don't get in time" she prays now her mama is crying her brother still wonders why her father is dying and everybody loves her and everybody misses her
they're just lying she whispers to herself before walking away it's easy to pretend now that I'm gone I wish you had said all those things to make me feel strong, I'm sorry for not feeling sorry alittle too late now
I wish I wasn't so good at lying I felt broken and sore I cried black tears on the kitchen floor I fell you didn't catch me in time and now you watch me and there's nothing but fresh tears in your eyes and dark ones around mine