it covers my existence its all over the things that have come with in distance in this instance no soap can wash thisΒ Β filth off it lingerers like the aids that should run through my veins so how long until this feeling is gone please help me god, i ask for your forgiveness im ashed to admit the sins i've committed they are a part of my life never to be omitted so i pray help me lord make this part of my existence a part that i can learn to live with