I lost my will to write I hope it's all right If this paper stayed blank all night With candles burning out a ticking light What's in my mind? I've been asking myself all the time I inked sadness with empty words everyday Hoping to make sense along with my burdens someday A drop of salt to each wound just to feel I sleep awake just to make sure the pain is real Why so much madness when your trapped in silence? Within your own walls **** it! All of this doesn't makes sense! Perhaps I'm losing it! Or maybe I should just let go... Of your memories move on start anew Yes! I should do that just so you know My bed is calling me cause' I ran out of alcohol This piece of paper as usual to the bin shall fall...