Mommy, Daddy, Sister, and Brother.
I hope you will all be there for one another.                                  
However you feel, help deal with the emotions that you feel just aren't real. For my friends, I give you all lots of love I send.
For all the good and the bad. The ups and the downs.
I want you to remember me as I show my love for you even though I don’t make any sounds.

My life is all just to hard to explain. This is how I express my pain. I am no longer sane, I have lost my last tear stain, now its is time for a bloodstain.
I LOVE you all, I just cant seem to keep up my life without a down fall.
I wouldn't call this a suicide note for I am not going on that boat. I wouldn't call this a death letter, because by the time I die life may be all better. I am still right here physically, but my spirit has died mentally.
I just wanted to let you hear my love, but tell you  the fear for love towards me I never feel of.
  I never did let my emotions show, so this poem is sort of  a forewarning in case I do blow.