Every day brings me farther away from the past, I'm so thankful for that. For someone who always felt out of place, out of touch, belonging is a graceful wonder. I messed up so bad, went too close to the edge, walked right up to the end, turned around. I got tangled and mangled and strangled. Then I pried the hands off of my neck and broke them. I was belittled and betrayed, so I stood up and walked away. I grew taller with every step, so I didn't dare stop. Every day further away from the past is a sweet reminder that it gets better.