Lately everywhere I go I see nothing but a pale face, I see your face, my face, his face, her face and their face. The brows are low but the lips are up! Here we beat the wind of tomorrow and look up to the gray sky for a simple answer. But nothing in life is never that simple. Everything is blurred; captured in slow motion. I place my hand on a child looking to be blessed. A woman sits in silence but her prayer is thunderous. So strong as if breaking down the walls of Jericho. We light a candle for the dead. I light a candle for my brother. It is his face that I see. I hear the voice of Callas, intruding into my thoughts but giving me solace. Died of a heart attack it is said. He put a bullet in his head. You were both cremated. I wish to be dressed in white when I am burned.