I keep saying you don't understand I'm telling the truth Maybe you try But can't you see that isn't enough? Do you understand what it's like To be stuck in a self-destructive brain? Do you understand what it's like To feel numb to your emotions? Do you know what it's like To feel everything's going to go wrong If you decide just this once And lift the fork to your mouth? Do you understand what it's like To have the sight of blood And the number on the scale going down Gives you a high like a alcoholic? No, now do you see why You don't understand?