Do no not believe in the words I say
My silence even I do not understand
In a group of people they hold conversations amongst one another
And I look from afar in awe I am full of feelings or so I thought but I do not know how to articulate them into words please STAY AWAY FROM ME I beg
But please, please come

Come, look at my face and ask me why my heart doesnt stop dripping its tears. I am full of irony please understand I want to spend days on end without talking to anyone or look at my reflection in the mirror this too shall pass you say, I know I say but when I am tired and exhausted and about to be completely out of my wits. With my prayers I hold on so tight to, one day you will know my dear how beautiful the plans of your Lord are now taste how sweet the struggle is and thank Him for all that you have and don't