Everytime I try to smile I think of you.
Everytime I try to laugh I think of you.
Everytime I try to live I think of you.

Of how you've forgotten me.
Of how you've used me.
Of how you've lied to me.

So for now I'll keep drinking, smoking and *******.
So for now I'll keep ignoring the hole you left in my chest.

For now.