I used to love food
waiting for meals and snacks
as if it were the most amazing thing
in the world.
Now i see food as poison in a sense
It isn't safe
Isn't worth my time anymore
Where all my time is spent
Trying to avoid food
or eat everything i can get my hands on
Only to throw it away
In my friend
My "secret keeper"
The toilet
The big round bowl
Where my secret lies
While i flush my sins away