I used to be a poet But then I killed myself I used to read fine literature But then I lost the shelf I used to be an actress But then I overdosed I used to dance ballet And I used to tell good jokes I used to be a painter, Before my fingers broke. I used to be a Christian Before everything fell Now I don’t believe in Satan So I’ll be seeing you in hell I used to breathe oxygen Before my lungs filled up with steel Sometimes I would hear music Until I learned it wasn’t real I used to cut my wrists Until I learned I’d never heal I used to be a lizard Before my second life I used to be a mother And once I was a wife I just drank some poison But trust me I won’t leave I’m solid, I’m a rock I’m as strong as I’ll ever