When the depression goes, and I am not about to **** my dignity, I don't care anymore, and I feel like a Child. When the people in my life, surround me and trust, I feel no pain, and like a Child. When I'm being forced, and scolded with aggressiveness. I back out, and cry, like a child.
At least a child learns. At least a child is smart. A child can forgive. A child can pray. A child will say. A child will do.
When a person tells me that I need to grow up, I look at them back, and I say, "everyone has growing up to do." To criticize our maturity. To label us with shame. We are all hypocrites.
As we see in others. And observe, like a child would.