I just...
this..
is not my cup of tea..
..living..
or rather..
living without you*

Everything is ******* out of my hands reach
miss my daughter immensly
my ex-wife portraying me like I'm a **** beast
Zangief
abusive to my family
neglecting
not caring
selfish beyond repairing
..
empty.
Self fulfilling prophecy is a ***** ain't it?

On the ******* other side of the ******* globe
lies my ******* home
******* sickening
the ******* place where I'm ******* at now
is ******* great though
yet I ******* feel ******* pitiful
******* pethetic
All I ******* feel
All ******* day
is everything that I'm ******* missing
In my ******* life!
******* Hell!