if you were here i like to think that i would yell, i would scream (because even after all of this i haven't lost my will to be boisterously loud) or maybe I would hit you (god I've never actually put my hands on another person unless it was soft and meant "hey i love you please don't leave me") i just want you to feel the thunderstorm tumbling inside me how can i make you see that how can i make you see that how can i make you i wanted to buy a house with you, you ******* *******