You're on my mind Feel so consensual Feel so immoral Can you shake it off? Or are you with me like a disease For the rest of life as we know it to be Mourning the death of self And realizing the birth of it all A new window has opened And I can now see what I shouldn’t need to see Climbing the ladder But always falling down Reaching for the top Only to get halfway out of the grave Out of the box The insane reality I seem to be living in