There has to be more to life than this
There has to be more than self loathing
And self destruction

I'm stuck inside a body I hate
Surrounded by people who don't care
And stranded to only die alone

I often think to myself
"**** it I'm going to change the world"
But then I remember I am only so small
And this world is so big

But I know there's something out there
There's something there for me
I just have to find it
But what if I never do?

B.G.K