I wish this insomnia would bring me to a place where hope explodes in the skies
I wish it would awaken a place in my soul where agape love never dies
Where I could ponder my thoughts in a pool of success and Gratification, Rather than stress and alterations
Alterations I make to myself because I don't feel pretty
Justifications I make to excuse myself from being ******.
I WISH I COULD ******* DREAM FOR ONCE SO I COULD FINALLY Make it to the city of endless smiles and hearts of GOLD!
Where the love of my family would finally unfold
Unfold, and I breathe in the smell of freshly baked joy
I want to hear the contagious laughter of a precious little baby boy.
To be unconsciously happy...
*The reality is just too wacky